Special thanks to blogger so i can RANT RANT RANT! RAHHHHHHHHH!
yes i'm back on the comp again after i shut it about 2 hrs ago.

WHY is it so difficult to love someone and let there be peace and no war at all?
i really feel like stabbing myself, SERIOUSLY. -stab stab stab!- (okay not funny)
i didn't want things to end up this way, if i had thought about it earlier, then maybe i could have prevented it. Nice i thought i was just the perfect person but NOOOOOOO like the elephants at the zoo trumpet their way out to perform.
What a J O K E.

If there's one wish i could have, i want be re-born (is there sucha word?) again, and restart life. So i'll think a hundred times before making a choice so i won't regret in the future AND SO NO ONE WILL BE HURT AND SO YOU'LL BE SPECIAL.

so it's not destined to be?
so it's wrong?
so if you find out more unpleasant stuff i should just kill myself and DIE.
no i'm not gna do that -.-
but i feel like the most useless person on this Earth, HA HA HA and other roars of laughter. I think i'm blogging like some hysterical person. But i'm not! I just feel, shitty, and i'm trying to be as lame as possible so i won't explode in tears. Really.

Why are Ferlica & Shushu missing?
EMMSMERY i miss you too.

HAPPY 20TH GRASSYPOOOOOT!

``jamiepok chased till the end at 1.38am