history is back

yea history's repeating itself AGAIN and again. but instead of crying to myself like an insane girl, i'm gna take it lightly. i'm not used to it yet, but i'll eventually get used to life like that, like i said before.

thanks to all for the nice cheer-me-up tags. but life will just go on the same. i'm sick and tired of going through the same thing over and over again.
it's crazy how i'm wishing school would start earlier so that i'd drown all these unhappiness away. or how i'm wishing hockey would never stop so that i'll keep my mind focussed on it everyday. it's madness.

emmsy we're in this whole shit together, and please stop believing it's a SIGN from that samsung phone of yours -.- loveyou.

oh yea speaking of phones, my mum got her new n81 today, the one that i initially wanted =X then she got me the sony W910i which i thought was kinda sucky but it turned out okay in the end. so i'm happy for that. new phone, cool. but it's some lee hom phone so the default wallpaper and screensaver was his face and it kinda gave me a shock for a split second -.-

and pam's right, i hate it that you're so fucking weak, not what a boy should be, or at least not what you should be. ending one's life aint gna solve any of the problems, but instead, leaving me to handle them on my own. fuck.

qad, thanks for giving me the mentalstrength there.

training tmr. let's hope friday will be great. well it better be, cos its hockey day and lunch with fellow hockers. and saturday will be day at sentosa with the class. yummy.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 2.06am