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chinese a levels today. super tough. but i really want that A !! i want to relive that joy for chinese ! arghhh.

yea i feel so stuck. i hate this luh. and now emmsy's feeling down too. previously i used to cry out to her too but now we're both feeling the same way. ah well.
it's coming back again.
i just want to cry the whole night through. this year has been a terribly emotional year and let's just hope 2008 will be a flight better. it better be.

i'm irritated. uncertain. annoyed. i'm happy with my classmates and friends. but when i come home, i just sit down and keep thinking about everything, the possibilities, the outcome, the horror, and the joy which is probably just gna be a fantasy. i mean, all these happy fantasies never ever come true right? okay maybe some came and i just overlooked it and everything. i drove it away. my loss.

i miss the carefree life. it's so FAR FAR AWAY.

i was telling emmsy that it's retribution. haha.
i want to go on a holiday somewhere. hmmm.

shit this whole thing. ITS DRIVING ME NUTS.

PW OP tmr. get over and done with mans, yea but then i'll have to continue facing other SHIT.

take me away, just take me away.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 10.05