when you say nothing at all

damn good song, by ronan keating.
went to yin's house on friday night for some yummy CNY food ! love her mum's cooking. lol. and she got a new guitar AGAIN. haha so we were like playing with her 3 guitars in her room, and i think her electric is damn cool. so yea she taught me some new songs too! THANKS YIN, LOVE YOU LOTS, AND SEE YA THIS SAT WITH THE REST ! :D

had math test today. it's so depressing. AND, THE FRIKKIN LT4 WAS SO DARN COLD I ALMOST FROZE ON THE SPOT! my palms were all white and i couldn't write properly ! sucks man.
lunched with shushu & ferlica at the cafe, cos the canteen had no food left, wth. shushu did her hmwrk after that, so ferlica and i played some hockey at the D and the track.

THIS FELICIA CHAN AH. the ball rolled into the drainpipe ! so i tried digging it out with my stick, and now my knees are sore from kneeling on the stupid ground ):
the ball just kept rolling deeper and deeper so ferlica & emms decided to enter the dark smelly drain to retrieve the ball. the funny thing is, SHUSHU got the ball out when both of them were halfway through their journey! and they were shouting from inside the drain but shushu and i couldn't hear them. it was quite hilarious ! (but damn tiring omg)

we cabbed to ccab for training after that. we kept doing sprints(as usual), and i think my fitness is just ROLLING DOWN the hill -.-
and we all thought that team selection was today so everyone was mentally prepared for Dawn's announcement, but it turned out it's on Thursday !

it's really emotionally draining, cos at the end of it, some have to leave. okay let's just not talk about this.

these few days have been filled with surprises. and i've been thinking about a lot of things throughout this whole CNY season, and now, i really don't know what to do. i've absolutely no idea why things nowadays can affect me so badly. Shit. well this is life, and everyone has to move on but i feel so stuck and left in the dark at times. Wth.

and it really sucks to see my friends having problems just as disturbing as well.
the least i can do is be there for them when i'm can.

Emms typed an email for me on Saturday and i just read it. emmsy i've got to let you know you did add some strength to my very very fatique self and i really appreciate all the things you and everyone esle have been doing to push me on. i hope you are feeling better yourself (:

had dinner at prata cafe with the hockers. the butter chicken can't beat the one at al a meen. lol.

mugged math with emms at guthrie on sat after tuition. i was so tired i hardly got anything done =/ but sunday was better, felt more awake. haha. math-ed with ferlica & shushu at Serene's macs. we stayed till like night time! and it's quite conducive. the mocha frappa at their cafe is good but the sugar level is DAMN HIGH i could feel my heart beating damn fast after i finished it :S

i'm tired. so bloody tired of everything.
to the shower and bed. Mmm hmm.
NIGHTS.

``jamiepok chased till the end at 11.23pm