maybe lost
rightos. i think i might need to get back into my constantly blogging habit. i can't believe i could just keep posting pictures onto my blog last year and keep ranting about the days that go by so quicky. indeed. the days are passing extremely fast? it's like, the middle of year 2007 already? and um, about 2 months in MI, 3 months plus in AC.
i still miss mg.
and there was a peroid of time, quite recently, i kept crying and crying. don't get me wrong, i'm not depressed or whatsoever.
this year, so far, as been a great ride. as cliche as it may seem, half joyful moments, half not so happy moments.
maybe being a secondary school kid really rocks. seriously!!! how i miss those times! yea people say, look ahead and plan for the future, but i can't help having images of the past in my head. right?
SIGH.
it used to be oggling at 5566 or what, julian hee?!? everyone seems to have disappeared. what used to be watching 5566 on tv everyday has now become a once in 2 months kinda thing. how sad.
but it's also now that i find i need to walk closer to God. have you heard of the song, Stained Glass Masquerade? Are we happy plastic people?
term exams are in 3 weeks time. feels like yesterday that i sat for o's. oh wells. let's say i hardly started on preparation. i just can't seem to get myself as motivated as last year, and i wonder what's happening to me. the answer is so damn obvious but i'm denying it.
i keep doing wrong things. wrong, WRONG, WRONG!! EVERYTHING'S WRONG NOW.
maybe you don't know me that well yet. i'm sorry i always make you upset but don't you know, you're not the only one? oh great.
i think i need some time to myself =X
i apologize for the extra emotional content. it's been ages since i last penned, or rather, blogged, about these kinda things. well i'm doing this cos it makes me feel better.
AND, i just read all the replies from my 4b3 NINE LOVES ! good to hear from EVERY single one of you ! (: ALL ARE GREATLY MISSED ! (melQAD, hope the hot weather nowadays didn't add to the perspiration beads! LOVE YOU!)
life was perfect. and the world is changing too much.
``jamiepok chased till the end at 2.09am
i still miss mg.
and there was a peroid of time, quite recently, i kept crying and crying. don't get me wrong, i'm not depressed or whatsoever.
this year, so far, as been a great ride. as cliche as it may seem, half joyful moments, half not so happy moments.
maybe being a secondary school kid really rocks. seriously!!! how i miss those times! yea people say, look ahead and plan for the future, but i can't help having images of the past in my head. right?
SIGH.
it used to be oggling at 5566 or what, julian hee?!? everyone seems to have disappeared. what used to be watching 5566 on tv everyday has now become a once in 2 months kinda thing. how sad.
but it's also now that i find i need to walk closer to God. have you heard of the song, Stained Glass Masquerade? Are we happy plastic people?
term exams are in 3 weeks time. feels like yesterday that i sat for o's. oh wells. let's say i hardly started on preparation. i just can't seem to get myself as motivated as last year, and i wonder what's happening to me. the answer is so damn obvious but i'm denying it.
i keep doing wrong things. wrong, WRONG, WRONG!! EVERYTHING'S WRONG NOW.
maybe you don't know me that well yet. i'm sorry i always make you upset but don't you know, you're not the only one? oh great.
i think i need some time to myself =X
i apologize for the extra emotional content. it's been ages since i last penned, or rather, blogged, about these kinda things. well i'm doing this cos it makes me feel better.
AND, i just read all the replies from my 4b3 NINE LOVES ! good to hear from EVERY single one of you ! (: ALL ARE GREATLY MISSED ! (melQAD, hope the hot weather nowadays didn't add to the perspiration beads! LOVE YOU!)
life was perfect. and the world is changing too much.
``jamiepok chased till the end at 2.09am
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