no way back.

yes is there really no way back. i don't like the results. i don't see how some smart asses can get 9 a1s. ok so it's not impossible.


i don't wanna go through the same ordeal again. thankfully, mum's in shanghai now. last year was a bad year. this year, i escaped the 1st term. through certain ways :S but this time. it's really really horrifying. look i failed emaths. hello EMATHS. are you joking? BY ONE FREAKING MARK. oh wow. tht's bad enough. not too long ago, i was utterly satisfied tht i had passed physics. it doesn't make any difference now does it?


i wouldn't mind not chasing anymore. julian's an exception. he's a localie. and i'm seriously regretting chasing 56 on the day before geog test. okayyye. maybe gg to the airporrkk's fine. but i need to do well for endofyears. I HAVE TO, and i WANT TO. finals are 5mths from now. pretty far, but if there are girls who can score 9 a1s, why can't i score 8 a1s? ok i'm expecting too much. but pls, break the impossible, because it's CERTAINLY POSSIBLE. c'mon b3, pls, we can do this x), it's not the end and don't let those pple look down on us x)


much <333.


hope i'm fit enough to march for tmr's drill.


not forgetting CSFIES. we will still remain as one, GALAOSAI x) it's pancake+limin+grass'clone's turn to beat nanasqrs this year. <3 loads.


``jamiepok chasedd till the end at 7.39